I had to write this down..

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I have no clue where this came from, or what my mind is thinking right now.. but I knew i had to write this down.


    Kendall has honestly given up all hope of ever feeling anything less than this, or ever feeling anything more than this. It's been years since that first episode— even longer since the audition— even longer since the party, and maybe he'd held on a little loosely to this notion that the heat in his stomach would just go away. But it's proven itself to be a constant burn. The kind that can surge up and cripple much stronger men than him. The kind that can leave you writhing in agony and desire and a need for only one source of relief. But most often it's just a slow burning. A quietly searing flame licking up the curves of his ribcage. It roars and it simmers but it never truly goes out. He could delve as deeply as possible into every distraction is his reach, but the fire only subsides temporarily. It's never been extinguished. And he's come to terms with the fact that he doesn't truly want to stomp it out. Because without that flame there is no warmth. It has threatened to blacken his insides but it will never let him freeze. Without that flame... there is no light. It ignites his bones and brings his blood to a boil but it illuminates the very darkest pathways in his life. If dousing this fire means losing the beautiful and terrifying chaos inside, then he'll gladly let it consume him.


o.o

Ish this a sign? for a new book? :3

No, seriously.. tell me. o.o Cause I have dumbfounded.
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WolfArt-Rusher's avatar
Does Kendall need a hug? 8D